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Sunday, September 25th, 2005
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2:04 am
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To everyone who didn't get it yet, my new LJ name is:
Jolie_folie
I didn't announce it because of the stupid "anonymous" commenter, i.e. Box, but he found me anyway, so whatever. And they all lived happily ever after.
End of journal.
-FIN-
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| Saturday, September 17th, 2005
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1:01 am - Oh lord show me the way...
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Whatever. I don't care.
People are fucking stupid and they need to get over themselves. >_<
I am not going to AWA. It's too much for me, and I just don't want to put myself through that. I don't even care. I am staying home, and maybe Evan will come and visit that weekend, and I can figure out what the fuck I am feeling right now.
I can never be the same, you know.
It's not fair to make me feel this way... but I guess it's not fair to make you feel this way either. And I don't even know about you. You are just something else entirely. I'm kinda digging it.
I want this to be a good thing. But all it's doing is screwing things up. I don't want anyone to get hurt- I don't care if I do, but I want to spare everyone else involved. I don't want to be a "stupid bitch" or a whore or a heartbreaker at all. I just want things to feel good again.
Boys suck. They are all... like... whoa. And then... weeeee. And then holy shu and wtf? And it's like WHAT?!? God. Just stop, all right?! ALL OF YOU JUST LEAVE MY STUPID HORMONES ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!
Sigh. Just help me get better.
current mood:  I don't even know.
current music: jimmy eat world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 Jam
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| Thursday, September 15th, 2005
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10:27 pm - Am I your favorite mistake?
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Yeah. So. Life. >_> I guess it's still there, because I don't appear to be dead. .... O_O.... How would I know? ^_^ I am hungry... that must mean something.
Anyways. Yeah. School.... was.... dumb. I am going to fail both quizzes/tests/whatevers tomorrow. O_O
Yeah, and Paul and his friends all hate me. Like... a lot. >_> So... now I don't know if I'm even gonna go to AWA because it will be weird and it will mean being in close contact with Maxx... and he hates me. At least Wayne isn't going this time. >_< Ditherspaz.
Hmmm. So... yeah. I'm an evil monster. Yes indeedy. What else is new? Who else hates me now? Let's make a list. Paul. Maxx. Wayne. Possibly Justin. Box if he knows. Casey? Maybe. Anonymous person, unless they have already been named... and... umm... I don't know. Let's just say Everyone Who Is Paul's Friend Predominantly, and a lot of people secretly. >_> Hm. I don't know that I care. ^_^ Yay.
Yep. Well. I guess I don't have too much to say here, do I? ^_^
current mood:  Apathy is good.
current music: FRANZ FRICKIN FERDINAND <333333333333333333
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| Wednesday, September 14th, 2005
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11:44 pm - Kelsey makes everything better. <3
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Today was pretty good, actually. I went to Kelsey's and we watched "Chicago" and parts of "Moulin Rouge"... God. I swear, Kelsey and a good movie or two is the cure to everything. If I had cancer, before trying chemo or anything, I'd go watch a movie with Kelsey. <3
And then I finally did that essay that was due Monday... it was assigned last week, around... ehh... Tuesday. ^_^ Yay for me and winning at the game of not doing homework. Woot.
Yeah so. I have decided that my new motto is... I don't care. ^_^ I don't care about anything anymore, and I shall do what I like, thank you very much. XD And whoever says anything about it *cough anonymous stupidhead cough* is a... stupidhead. ^_^ So stfu mate. And then some. XD
And I talked to Evan today... quite a bit actually. He... is... O_o I don't know. I really... don't know what to think. Oh well.
I love how many Georgia references I've used today. XD And I want those books back, Mary Beth or Kylie or whoever has them! ^_^ <33333
And now... sleep? To sleep, perchance to dream... I hope I dream.
current mood: Hm. ^_^
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| Tuesday, September 13th, 2005
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11:28 pm - I played in a hurricane today.
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Today... was weird. I don't know if I ever felt anything. O_o
Paul came over... we talked... and cuddled. It wasn't any different. >_> But at least he's all right-ish. <333 He's so good and great and wonderful. Poor guy, ending up with me.
So Fate is a jerk. I don't know if I don't believe in it because it's evil, or if I want to believe in it because it would make sense. Nothing makes sense anymore. O_o
I feel empty. I want to go back to school, because there are distractions at school. >_> Or maybe that's exactly what I don't need. I don't know.
I need... a day with Kelsey and Sherri and possibly Jessica, and then a few days with PEOPLE and then a few days to myself. That would be the perfect blend of EVERYTHING. <3
Oh yeah- a note to the Anonymous guy... I don't want to make this friends-only because then Paul can't read it, and he likes to... and I have a feeling that you have an LJ and are just not using your name... but seriously- I don't care what you say to me, because I don't care about your opinion, and also, I personally agree with everything you say about me. So you're not really doing anything except annoying me and angering Paul, which I'm assuming is not your goal. BUT. You have no reason to insult my friends, especially ones you don't even know. So stop leaving comments calling my friends names or just generally being an asshole. It's not cool.
As Mrs. Mitchell would say- "I'm sooo over you." ^_^ <3 Luffs.
current mood:  I... don't know.
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| Monday, September 12th, 2005
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12:04 am - ::is dead::
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I didn't write my essay for English, nor did I do my Physics stuff, and I have YET to read the entire first chapter of Psych... and I didn't type up my children's book either. But guess what I did do? Well... I went to a football game and it was awesome until Denny's... which WAS awesome, but made much less awesome by me being a fucking idiot... and then Saturday I went to the mall and ran into Evan and Alex, and we hung out, which WAS awesome, until it totally wasn't anymore. >_< Fuck. And theeeennn.... I rearranged my room and Paul came over and I cried for two hours.
My eyes are all red and puffy. I can't see well. I feel sick.
I..... want to..... not play anymore... I want to be... Sherri. I want to be anyone else. I want to stop all of this and erase the past and quit.... and... sleep forever. I want to not have school or have to work or have to do anything. And I want Paul to love me forever.
Sigh. I'm getting out of Honors Physics... and possibly Psych. I can't handle anything anymore... I... I don't know.
Why? Why can't I stop? And why can't I stop thinking about him? What am I doing?
current mood:  Fuck me >_<...
current music: crying
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| Saturday, September 10th, 2005
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2:33 am - I... HATE... MYSELF... >_
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Yaaayyy another "Erin and her life sucks and you should all feel sorry for her....." except without the feeling sorry for part... post... thing. O_o
I'm sorry Wayne, but I really can't have a better attitude. If you bothered to still be my friend and TALK to me instead of ignoring me and leaving comments on here, maybe called me every once in a while, at least PRETENDED like you cared, you might have an idea as to how I feel. It's difficult to be confident and happy and laid-back when you feel like this and your whole world is turned upside down. Why don't you just lay off of me for a while? Find someone else to antagonize.
And Anonymous Commenter Person, I'd really like a name, because I really don't like not knowing who is saying things... and you're confusing and it's messing with my head. Just leave your name, is it so hard?
Sigh. I'm sorry for being so negative, but THAT'S HOW I FEEL. Thanks to the people who ACTUALLY CARE and leave nice comments and stuff, and DON'T TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL WORSE. God, people suck... especially me, but still.
You know what... nevermind. >_> I just want.... out.... I want it to all be over and gone and dead and just... washed clean. I want to be clean.
I also want to throw up and go to sleep and never ever wake up unless I can be a totally new person and just be with Paul forever. Do you think if I was Sherri, I could still be with Paul? probably not. Why would Fate make such a wonderful perfect awesome person be soul mates with such a.... stupid ugly fat disgusting evil bitchy WHORE? O_o
God fucking damn it I hate myself so much. Someone just kill me.
current mood:  DEAD
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| Wednesday, September 7th, 2005
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11:55 pm - What you feel is what you are...
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Dear Diary... I feel like killing someone. I feel like blowing something up. I feel like throwing things and hurting people and screaming and crying until I can't anymore. I feel like crap.
Today I was alone. All alone. I think my best friend hates me. I think my friends are plotting against me. I am paranoid, I am self-absorbed... is there a difference?
I spent lunch trying to figure out what the fuck my physics homework meant. My graphs make no sense, which I suppose makes sense, seeing as how I make no sense and am horrible at math. This just depressed me, more than the fact that I have three sections of my "resume" that I can just leave out, because they're empty.
I know that no one cares. I know that no one will care. I honestly... don't care. I feel this way and cannot change it. I am not safe. I am crazy. I would not trust myself with sharp objects or fire or explosives. I watched a movie in which two kids kill off a few classmates and attempt to blow up the school, and I thought "what a gold-mine of ideas..." I scare myself.
The only place I feel safe... is in his arms. I feel like I am free and soft and clean... but everywhere else I am tainted and alone. I am crushed to death by the burdens of keeping quiet and not speaking up, and when I finally do, I feel horrible. I want to just stay with him forever... but I want to explore others. Why? I don't know. Because I never got the chance before him? Because I am just a cheating lying bitch? Or because I want to hurt him? Do I want to hurt him? Do I want to hurt them all?
All I want is to be sane. To be normal. To not have these feelings. To not get mean anonymous comments in my online fucking journal. These are MY thoughts and MY feelings, and it is MY life. I do not have to censor myself to please someone I don't even know. If you are too cowardly and stupid to put a name on your stupid comment, why even bother? I hate people who just want to get a rise out of someone. With all these crazy thoughts, YOUR stupid fucking comment could push me over the edge. I could kill someone, I could kill myself. Just keep your immature impolite shit to yourself.
I want out. But I'm not stupid. Don't worry... I won't do anything. I just want to escape and never feel anything again. I just want to live without all this stuff in my head. Let me out.
Keep me safe.
current mood:  I need help... but I'm alone.
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| Monday, September 5th, 2005
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9:23 pm
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I feel weird... I don't know how to put it into words. Lost, maybe. Floating around, unfeeling and thinking waaay too much. That old familiar feeling of everyone being miles away from me, by choice for some. I hate it- I just want to feel normal.
Kelsey... wtf? No need to cop a frickin' attitude with me, just because I wanted to be included in things. No, I'm not in favor of the Jessica/AJ thing, and no, I don't like him, but in case you didn't notice, I am making an effort. I can't help that it doesn't sit right with me, and I can't help that I know it will end badly for someone. I still want to be part of things. And seriously, if you asked ANYONE the question about you and relationships, you wouldn't get an answer without laughter. You frickin' know this. So stop with the attitude. I don't want to fight with you and I don't want any more stupid drama.
Now that I'm done with that... Wayne got his license. O_o Now it's official. I'm the last one for EVERYTHING- cell phones, cars, licenses, jobs... XD It's weird that Wayne has a job, car, and a cell phone... it's soooo not like him. O_o
I don't think I fit in with them anymore. I don't think they consider me a friend anymore. Or if they even did... >_> But the suckful thing is... I don't feel like I fit in with the FOTL either. That feeling of..... whatever it is... rightness, or closeness... it's gone. It feels like we're already growing apart. It's the second week of school... I shouldn't feel like this until at least March. <_< Sigh. Feeling... sucks.
Umm..... the end.
current mood:  Sad hamster.
current music: Enya
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12:06 am - First a quiz thing, then an update! XD
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Click <a href="http://junk.alanv.org/ljquiz.php">here</a>.<br>Take the quiz.<br>Post your results.<br>( See mercutiolives7's results. )
Anyways... Yeah. That was happy. Friday was all right, the football game was cool... but I didn't get to go to First Friday, and no one invited MEEEE to this crazy awesome happy party thing that happened after the game... That makes a very sad Erin.
Saturday was weird. I hung out all day at the mall with Bridget. I had the interview thing at dELiA*s, and I should know by Tuesday.... O_o And then Bridget and I just walked around all day. Literally. And no one came to play with me, and NO ONE TOLD ME THEY WERE STILL GOING TO THE HIGH-STEPPING THING. >_< Kelsey was sick, and I thought she wouldn't be going... and no one called me or asked if I was going... >_> I hate being left out of things. It sucks. >_<
And then today was just Paul, and then hanging out with Bridget and watchin' "Pirates of the Carribean" and then going to a clown's house for dinner and getting our faces painted and walking home and Clay scaring the PANTS off of us, and riding home on the back of his car, and then getting online. The end.
I'm actually excited for AWA.... and I might cosplay. O_o BUT... I have no money. >_< Grrr.
current mood:  Lonely, but all right.
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| Wednesday, August 31st, 2005
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10:30 pm - You are the light of the world.
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Sigh. I do not think this shall be a good semester for the FOTL. I like having friends in every class ('cept fourth >_>) but.... sometimes I just get sooooooo tired. And everyone else is too. I mean, we've all exploded. Simultaneously yet completely differently.
And HOW can I have the Cosmic Horn when I have a lobster?!!?! SOMEONE TELL ME THAT PLEASE. >_< And also tell me why the ex-Dave the Laugh is SO STUPID?! I haven't seen him in like, two weeks, and haven't heard from him in a week at least. >_>
What did I ever do to you anyway?
God I'm so freakin tired of all this crap. High school needs to go away and let us be people instead of gossip-spewing drama whores. >_< GAHHHH.
College of Charleston.... expensive. Coastal Carolina... not prominent enough... not going to college and living on a minimum wage salary (or two or three)...... too tempting to even think of considering. ^_^ >_> [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<_<>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] Sigh. I do not think this shall be a good semester for the FOTL. I like having friends in every class ('cept fourth >_>) but.... sometimes I just get sooooooo tired. And everyone else is too. I mean, we've all exploded. Simultaneously yet completely differently.
And HOW can I have the Cosmic Horn when I have a lobster?!!?! SOMEONE TELL ME THAT PLEASE. >_< And also tell me why the ex-Dave the Laugh is SO STUPID?! I haven't seen him in like, two weeks, and haven't heard from him in a week at least. >_>
What did I ever do to you anyway?
God I'm so freakin tired of all this crap. High school needs to go away and let us be people instead of gossip-spewing drama whores. >_< GAHHHH.
College of Charleston.... expensive. Coastal Carolina... not prominent enough... not going to college and living on a minimum wage salary (or two or three)...... too tempting to even think of considering. ^_^ >_> <_<
Okay... I am off to sleep... hopefully before midnight... and maybe tomorrow I will feel better. Or Friday. Not Friday, nevermind. Too many plans. GAH. Plans suck. >_> SIGH.
I love Paul Morris. Even if sometimes it's hard to tell, I love him with every fiber of my being, from the bottom of my heart, with all my heart and soul.... etc etc etc.
current mood:  SCHOOL IS EXHAUSTING
current music: Godspell soundtrack
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| Monday, August 29th, 2005
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10:59 pm - Can I graduate yet?
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So in the course of.... about seven hours, I went from "OMGSOEXCITED<3SCHOOL!!!" to "....... >_< Can I LEAVE now?!?!" People suck and drama sucks and I hate being in the middle of everything. I kinda want to just separate myself from everyone, even Sherri/Kelsey/Jessica, except if I did that I'd fail Physics. XD Just kidding... that's not the ONLY reason I love you. ^_^
Too much crap... it's only the first frickin' day. How much can happen before/on the first day?! >_<
I don't think I'm going to do well in Physics or Psychology. I don't think I care about English or Creative Writing/Literary Magazine... which is insane. O_o
I don't want to be mean... or stupid... or judgemental... or anything. Can we just stop all of this now? It's driving me crazy, and one of these days I'm gonna snap. >_> And it won't be a pretty sight.
All right then. Job interview Saturday, wish me luck... if you have a God, and think it's worth your time, pray for me to get the frickin' job. >_<
I'm so tired.
current mood: BLEH
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12:01 am - Short update, as if anyone cares...
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I am really tired of this CRAP. If you want to be a fucking idiot, go ahead. I don't care anymore... I'm just tired of it all.
Today was the best day I've had in a LOOOOONG TIME. <3 First Paul came over, sorta unexpectedly, and we went to the beach and took a walk and it was happy, and then a nap, and then the mall with Kelsey, Jessica, Kylie, Anthony C., and that Hank kid. ^_^ It was AWESOME. And Kylie almost got me tickets for the Jimmy Eat World show.... buuuuut.... Sadface. <333333Anyways because you are teh awesome, Kylie. <33333
And Anthony is my new new new NEW best friend. ^_^ He is so much more awesometacular than I thought. <333333333333333333 Luffs times a million.
ANNNNNNNND when I got home/Anthony left/got out of the shower, there was a message on the phone from delia*s!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY CRAP PEOPLE I MIGHT GET A JOB FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They're all "call back and we'll give ya an interview!!!" And I'm like "O________________O If all I had to do was make that list..... ^__________________________^" and stuff. It's a happy Erin that is writing this.
And I am now off to sleep, for I begin my LAST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL tomorrow. <33333333333333
I love the FOTL and I'm gonna cry so freakin hard at the end of the year. Even if the grad date is changed to my birthday. XD <33333
current mood: ^_^ <3
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| Saturday, August 27th, 2005
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11:32 pm - Song lyrics speak so much more clearly than I do...
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Well. Casey is stayin another week!! <333333333333333 Yayyyy. I love him very much. ^_^ He's the only one who hasn't ever ever ever been mean to me. I love him... and he's awesometacular, too. <3
I really hate drama and stupid people who insist on insulting me and trying to make me feel bad. They suck. And it's kinda pointless for them to waste their time trying to make someone else feel bad. And you know what's really funny about this? They get upset when people say anything about it. They get offended when people tell them they're mean. Yay for hypocrites and contradictions. But boo for stupid meanieheads.
Today's plans just kinda imploded... I was GONNA go to the mall with Kelsey and Jas and James and Sherri... and then play with Paul and Casey and Maxx, but then all the plans died... and I ended up at Maxx's with the guys, and they were all just sitting there watching the YTMND thingies, and I was just... lying on the couch... being invisible. >_> I had a very not happy time... until we went to the BAM at Inlet Square, and Casey and I each got two things with our five-finger discounts... ^_^... and he was all "I LOVE YOU ERIN!!!!!!!" and I was like "I LOVE YOU CASEY!!!!!!!!" <33333333 He's so frickin' cool. ^_^ I'm glad he's my best necklace friend guy. <3
At least he's not mean to me. Even Maxx is sometimes... but he still loves me, at least. God, mean boys SUCK.
And I forgot to add K-Mart to the list of jobs. ^_^
current mood: Somewhere in between...
current music: none
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2:26 am - If you're not interested in my life, don't read this.
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Everything goes in circles. Everything is the same and will never change. Time isn't real.
Then why do I feel like everything is coming undone?
Every few months or so, I feel like everything is crashing down around me... like all of my friends have disappeared, like no one cares, like I am drowning... like I don't even want to be alive anymore.
Maybe it's just summer. Or maybe I am emotionally unstable... or just depressed all the time. But what I don't understand is why? I mean, in the last week, I've spent every DAY with one group of friends or the other. I've had a pretty decent summer... I've seen Paul nearly every day, along with the rest of the guys, and then Kelsey and the FOTLers. So why do I feel so cut off and distant? Why do I feel like I don't know anyone anymore? Why do I feel like an alien and like I'm all alone?
I woke up at 4:30 today... got up and sat down in front of the TV. I hate television. Why do I waste so much time in front of it? I waited until 7 for Paul to get off work... waited with the phone in my hand until about 7:30, when he finally called and said he was with Maxx and Casey and he wasn't gonna come see me... and then I continued to watch TV. Around 8:30 I went with my mom to go get Bridget from work, and then around 9 Paul called to say that he and Maxx and Casey and Jamie were all over at Jen's house... and he hadn't decided to come get me. >_> You have to go past my house to get to Jen's. >_< I felt left out, as usual... and wasted a few more hours of my life with the television. But hey, at least I hung out with my sister, right? >_< Kelly was here today... and she stayed just long enough to eat. And shower. And then she left again. Sigh.
I guess I just feel unloved. And lonely. I need too much attention. I never get enough. Maybe I'm just selfish and stupid. >_>
I forgot all about the band picnic thing today. I called Kelsey's cell around 5:45ish and left a message, but... I didn't even remember then. Sigh. My memory sucks. Oh, and guess what I didn't get today? A JOB. >_< Ruby Tuesday's is added to the ever-growing list of places at which I've applied and haven't been hired.
Sigh. I guess I'm just depressed and stupid... and I'm selfish. And apparently unhireable. I can't wait for Monday.
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current mood: Sad hamster. <3
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| Thursday, August 25th, 2005
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11:15 pm
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Rain outside my window seems to mock the tears streaming down your cheeks. Your eyes are so clouded with confusion, I can't see straight. I want to make things right, but I am swimming against the current. The waves crash down again and again, until they push me under and I can't breathe...
He's holding my head down. He's filling my lungs with water, just as he's filled with hate. I flail uselessly, trying to plead with him... but he won't listen. He can't hear logic. He can only hear the waves, screaming angrily. He fills me with hate, as much as with water. I can't breathe. The hate is heavy, and it pushes me down... down...
Until you pull me up. You dive right in to that cold, biting sea, and you grab my hand. It's slippery and frozen, but you won't let go. You pull me out of the relentless sea and wrap me in a warm blanket, and your arms. You bring me back to life. I am amazed that you still go to all the trouble to save me, even though I caused all this in the first place... and it's this that makes it all worth it. Thank you.
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Yay for extended metaphors... boo for mean people who can't get over something. Boo also for mean people who can't change and be better... >_>
There's a scary spider crawling around my keyboard and now I don't know where he is and he's freaking me out. O_o
Finished SRA.... still no job.... Paul... umm... SSDD. >_
current mood:  Le sigh
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1:19 am - I'm so tired of repetition and stupid drama and stupid people.
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I think it's funny that I sweat to death in my room, but when I'm in the computer room, my right side freezes because of the air conditioner. XD We need central thing.
I guess I should post my schedule thingy too, if anyone cares.
Semester ONE:
Physics Hon- Mr. Stone (KELSEY/SHERRI/JESSICA)
English 4 Hon- Mrs. Wilson (KELSEY/SHERRI)
Psych AP- Mr. Ebright <3 (KELSEY/SHERRI/JESSICA/HAL?/KAREN?)
Lit Mag- Mrs. Mitchell (no one thus far)
Semester TWO:
Fashion Merchandising- Mrs. Blackmon (probably no one)
Govt & Econ- Mr. Gaddy (SHERRI)
Prob and Stat- Mr?Mrs? Stewart (no one- everyone else is GOOD at numbers. XD)
Teacher Assistant thing.... I dunno what to put here. XD
Yep yep. Well. Whatever. ^_^ anyway.... Fun times... today was that stupid Seniors Only Cookout thingy, and Sherri/Kelsey/Jessica/Carey/Anthony/Daniel kid went.... Daniel isn't a senior. XD Karen was there for a bit.... DITHERSPAZTWITCHDIE... I got sunburned, and my new bathing suit makes me look like a porn star. >_<
Umm... Casey is happiness. Casey, Maxx, Justin, and Paul is perfection. Well, Paul is perfection, and then the rest are just freakin awesome. And they're the only ones who are always nice to me. I love them all so much. <33333333333 I love Box and Wayne too, but I'd love them more (and more easily) if they'd be nicer to me... >_>
I wish we could stop all this... this stupid cycle of wrong and right... why does everything with you have to be an arguement? You use my own words against me, you tell me the things that will make me feel the worst... why do you have to attack? Why can't we just discuss and compromise? WHY ARE YOU SO STUBBORN?!?!?! I want to keep you as a friend, but it's just too difficult right now. Something has to change.
Sigh. Why is it that when everything is going well for a change, there has to be one day that is just utter crap? >_> I don't like life anymore... I want to save and quit.
I ate way too many calories today. But I walked... I hope it evens out, at least. >_< ::is disgusted::
current mood:  Tired... disgusted... unhappy
current music: none
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| Monday, August 22nd, 2005
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4:42 am - I just spent an hour rereading my own LJ... O_O
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Gah. I am redundant. No one should ever listen to me ever. >_> But oh well. I LOVE HALEIGH AND KELSEY AND SHERRI AND JESSICA AND MARY BETH AND KYLIE AND CHRISTINE AND ROBERT AND CASEY AND MAXX AND JUSTIN AND... AND... AND EVERYONE ELSE WHO HAS ALWAYS BEEN REALLY NICE AND AWESOME AND THE BESTESTESTEST EVER BUT ESPECIALLY HAL AND RO AND JOOLS AND JAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God the FOTL is awesome. I love all of my friends... the ones who are actually friends. Yaaayyy for nice people who love me. <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
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3:17 am - I wanna spend every moment here with you...
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BOYS ARE STUPID... 'cept I still love Paul. BUT!!!!!!! That does not take away from the dramatic effect of my HUGE letters!!!!!!!!
( Rant of DOOOOOM )
current mood:  Pissed the FUCK off
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